Oh my. I don't want to start a fight here. I don't expect everyone to like my music. I mean, that's what makes us all diverse and different, yes? We work hard on our art and you'll just get some people who thinks it's not that good, oh well, I know I worked hard on it, but if they don't like it, there's nothing I can do about that. They have their idea of art and I have mine. It would be a boring world if everybody all liked the same stuff.
I grew up with my mom telling me I couldn't sing a lick and why did I try. No, I'm not Patti LaBelle, I'm not Ann Wilson, I'm not Pat Benatar. When I went to Europe I got smacked down by every record company I went to because they wanted me to sing soul and R&B, why didn't I sound like other black people? They hated my voice and I sat through numerous meetings of being told I can't sing, I'm going to lose my voice, I try too hard to sing, etc. etc. Everyone had an opinion of how I should be singing. I've developed a pretty thick skin over the years. I just know when I open my mouth and the sound comes out, I love what I do, I feel like I'm in touch with a piece of my soul. When I write stories that become songs, I've said something I needed to say. No, I don't have million dollar producers who can work their magic on the track, I don't have a "formula" that has sold millions of records, I'm not a poet like Bob Dylan. It doesn't matter in a business where I was told all the hoops I had to go through to get some success while I watch a prettier girl who could barely hold a tune given an advance, the right producers and tracks written by other people because she just so happened to have the right boyfriend. Welcome to the music business.
In the end, it's about where you take your music. You can write like Paul Simon and get mad respect, but you got Lady Gaga making more money than anyone musically right now. People call her ugly, she can't sing, her songs suck, she has no talent, but somebody is buying her music because I looked at her balance sheet which was posted in the LA Times a month ago and she's making bank. So to be a talentless twirp, she's selling records.
I don't think I'm better or worse than anyone, I'm way over the competitive edge of music. We all have our personal hells we go through to do what it is we do. I simply want to carve out a little niche for myself, get my tunes placed on a few tv shows and/or movies, perform, and win a few fans and friends. So a negative review isn't going to stop me. I'm more interested in gauging what people like the best about my sound and where to take it from there.
Okay, can we all have another group hug and flubbers? I don't have a premier membership so I can't e-mail you all personally.
Chaeya
Stop Talking and Just do it!
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