OMG!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!
Boy am I glad I put that little "barb" in there, about the holier than thou types, who are "better" than to associate with so-called "reprobates" of the community.
OMG!!!!!
I was just ministered to... myself.
In making that statement, I was thinking about how Jesus was always with the reprobates of society, though he was not only a King, but the Son of God... even... God in the flesh!
This made me jump (in my mind) to the story of Jesus being taken through the streets on a colt (or ass or both - biblical translations

) while people threw their cloaks into His path, in honor of the "royalty" passing through their streets.
HERE IS THAT ACCOUNT:
Luke 19:28-40 (New International Version)
The Triumphal Entry
28.) After Jesus had said this, he went on ahead, going up to Jerusalem. 29) As he approached Bethphage and Bethany at the hill called the Mount of Olives, he sent two of his disciples, saying to them, 30) "Go to the village ahead of you, and as you enter it, you will find a colt tied there, which no one has ever ridden. Untie it and bring it here. 31) If anyone asks you, 'Why are you untying it?' tell him, 'The Lord needs it.' "
32) Those who were sent ahead went and found it just as he had told them. 33) As they were untying the colt, its owners asked them, "Why are you untying the colt?"
34) They replied, "The Lord needs it."
35) They brought it to Jesus, threw their cloaks on the colt and put Jesus on it. 36) As he went along, people spread their cloaks on the road.
37) When he came near the place where the road goes down the Mount of Olives, the whole crowd of disciples began joyfully to praise God in loud voices for all the miracles they had seen:
38.) "Blessed is the king who comes in the name of the Lord!"[a]
"Peace in heaven and glory in the highest!"
39) Some of the Pharisees in the crowd said to Jesus, "Teacher, rebuke your disciples!"
40) "I tell you," he replied, "if they keep quiet, the stones will cry out."
Now...
This verse details an event in Jesus' life, that was also a fulfillment of Old Testament prophecy. And many Christians today, think of this verse as triumphant, since many of the people were praising Jesus as their King (the poor people anyway) And in fact, as noted above, it is even referred to as the "Triumphal Entry" into the city.
But it is not awe-inspiring my friends.
It is nearly humiliating.
Jesus, having a LITERAL bloodline of Kings in His veins, and being the intended true King of Israel, the Messiah, they had been waiting thousands of years for... This KING OF ISRAEL should have been crowned with a crown of gold and jewels... NOT THORNS!
This KING OF ISRAEL should have been ushered through the streets with a massive procession of tens of thousands, on Chariots, with a full attachment of guards and servants in a long procession group... NOT ON A DONKEY!
This KING OF ISRAEL should have had his name and title... "JESUS - KING OF ISRAEL" etched into gold plaques and erected on palace walls... NOT something written by the one who sentenced him to death (Pontius Pilate) which was then placed on the cross, the very device of his execution, with the notice stating... "JESUS - KING OF THE JEWS"... but displayed in mockery, as that was the official "charge" which he was pronounced guilty of violating.
JESUS IS A KING
He should have enjoyed the real trappings of royalty.
But look at how the people... particularly the ultra-religious ultra-fundamental ones among them, treated Him? They screamed for His crucifixion!
And here's the thing...
HE TOOK IT!!!!!
HE TOOK IT ALL!!!!!!
And not in hatred or judgement.
What love. What meekness... what humility.
The poor and retrobate among the people worshipped Him as a King in that story, but only in the "
spirit" of a royal occassion, because in poverty... they couldn't supply all the accoutrement that should have accompanied such an event... but they offered what little they had.
Jesus accepted it.
It would be like having the brain of a Stephen Hawkings, yet almost no one in the world that "mattered" acknowledged or even realized your intelligence, but one poor kid from the ghetto sees you, and walks up and hands you the little "certificate" that his 3rd grade teacher had given the child in school as a reward, and it stated "Brainiac". And you are moved, though you know you have the best mind in the world and are not appreciated for it... still... you are moved by this child's gesture.
And what if you had to live your life as the world's best brain, and yet NEVER EVER get the recognition for it?
How hard is that?
We would feel as if we had just lived a failed life.
All this potential, all this talent... OUR BIRTHRIGHT!!!! ... All seemingly stripped from us, and living as if we were of no consequence whatsoever.
Humbling... to say the least.
YET OUT OF LOVE... JESUS ENDURED JUST THAT!!!
Not to mention His incredible physical suffering, involving beatings that were so severe, that the Bible describes Jesus as being "marred more than any man" - unrecognizable, for the disfigurement. And then a slow, excrutiating execution that lasted 6 hours, before He succomed to death.
Now...
There is a reason that all this ministered to me TODAY, and very meaningfully so, though I have read this account in the Bible over 100 times easily.
Last night... I was literally starting to walk from Georgia (I'm living in Saint Mary's Georgia now) all the way to Florida... probably a 15 or 20 hour walk or more, to get to the closest homeless shelter I could find when I searched the internet.
Homeless Shelter?
Yep. I almost posted this last night.... "May not be on the internet for many months, guys"
I thought my marriage was over last night.
Without getting into details, the last 7 years of this life, have been exceptionally trying on me, and even the last year and half, for my wife, has been a nightmare for her, because of her two boys going to juvenile... one just came home btw... (it's been a year and three months)
A bunch of sh*t has happened in our lives over the last few years. Her boys in juvie, the economy, our finances, my band basically firing me because I would not give them copyright to my songs, etc...
We had a huge argument, involving not just her, but her step-brother and his wife as well.
I decided this was enough, after 7 years.
I didn't want my mother knowing where I was either. I just planned on going to a shelter that puts you up for several months, so you can get on your feet, and I was basically going to be starting over.
But I couldn't leave last night, because I had no way down there, and that long of a walk in this cold, for a big guy like me? Not a wise thing to do at 3am in the morning.
She didn't want me to leave, when she found out what my plans were.
We talked and she told me... "It's just your temper... you talking too strong to the kids... that's the only real problem I have with you! Are you telling me you don't care enough about us to fix that one thing?"
"No, what I'm telling you, is that from where I sit, if I toned down my volume, you might be happy, but it wouldn't solve the issues I have with you, your kids or your family for that matter!"
Ooops #1
"What issues?", she asked.
"I can be as good an influence as possible on these kids, teach them everything that I know in my heart is right and teach them about what good character consists of, and why it is so important, and yet... It is accomplishing nothing apparently... look at the trouble they got into last year... look at the poor influence their extended family is... they have affairs... they lie... their own father gave them pot to put them to sleep when they were only 5 and 7 years old!!! How does one person overcome an entire family... an entire culture... so that my influence remains stronger on them than the bad ones in their own family? It's not possible!"
Ooops #2
"Oh".. she said, "So, you are saying that you are better than all of us?"
"No, what I am saying is that I have more CHARACTER than anyone in either side of these kid's family! And surrounded by your family all these years, it just feels as if, I was a person who never ate pork, for religious reasons, but was surrounded by nothing but pork-eaters for 7 years!!! It's breaking my spirit! I feel like I can't breathe...spiritually!!! This has gone on long enough!"
Ooops #3
And that's where Jesus' humility came into play!
I had posted the other response in this thread, the one with the barb against the "self-righteous", I was re-reading it after I posted it, for errors, and suddenly I thought about these events in Jesus' life once more. All these occassions, where he was treated like a King, but it being more like His having been crowned King of the Cow-Poop festival.
This was the Son of God, who was not "too good" to humble Himself, and allow evil people to have their way with Him, mocking him, beating Him... Even MURDERING HIM!
Rather than being TRULY CROWNED a King, it was more like they CALLED him a King while putting a dunce cap on His head every time, as some pseudo-crown.
His love overcame that.
The one who deserved ALL PRAISE, accepted ALL MOCKERY. To win their hearts over. To give them an example of true love, love unto death... love that is ever flowing, whether they return it or not... love that survives death... love that changed the hearts of His disciples, who ALL went to torture and executions for His testimony... Love that occurred in an obscure part of the Middle East, among people who would have NEVER EVER been known or remembered by history, and yet... That love story, has now spread throughout the world, and touched millions upon millions of hearts worldwide.
YES... I really was saying I was "BETTER" than her and her family, afterall!
And yet the one who
TRULY WAS better than anyone who ever walked the Earth... He didn't feel the need to stand up and demand, what was in truth, His birthright!
He didn't demand palaces... He hung out with the poor and reprobate!
He was a King, and yet hung as a criminal... and from the cross, He didn't yell back at his executioners... "You'll see... wait till you see what will happen to your lives for rejecting me!!!!" No... He said "
Forgive them, for they know not what they do."
But the family I committed my life to, the woman I committed my life to...
I'm too "good" for her? For them?
What an arrogant ASS I am!
Jesus suffered all that He did... for one single reason... for love.
And I am offended inside myself, because people needing a closer relationship with God in their lives make moral mistakes?
Of course they do.
Why should I have expected something different?
But here was the REAL question...
"Why was I not bringing them that same love, that I know God gives me?"
Hmm....
Because I am sharing God's truth out of self-righteousness maybe, and not enough out of.... LOVE!
Oh... wow!!!
This is one of those pivotal moments.
If I show my self-righteous ass again, here on this forum...
PLEASE... just remind me of this day!
Meanwhile I have some repenting and making up to do!
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