I fathomed what SanshouHeil was saying, RhythmMan. He is right, where there is a will, there is a way. I have a lot of will and I am searching for that way.
Life is a complex game, as everyone knows, nothing is as simple as one would think. I am very determined, I just need to find my in. I am looking for it, and I have some ideas in my head of how to achieve it.
I might be applying for another transcription job soon, I have enough experience almost to go forth with it. That would give me a good income, I just hope my hands and eyes can bear it.
I also have some other stuff wandering around in my head that I will try to implement. I will talk about it later if it works, they may be a bit dumb the ideas, so I want to see if they hold up first before mentioning them.
This just reminds me of English... God was I a horrible student pace wise. I was like the worst, period. I never was good with pace (Now I am more improved from working, but still not where I need to be, so I am trying to work harder and faster). I mean when I saw those 29 reports not done (Which should have been done a long time before), I thought to myself: "No way, I stand no chance, how in the world can I pass this?" So I deprived myself of sleep practically and for 2 days worked extremely hard at it. I typed report after report, after report, and finally, after all of that, I did it, I passed it. Spanish on the other hand was a different story, I got yelled at by the teacher very loudly and ripped apart, so to speak. So I finished that course that same day, I think it was like 11 reports and the final exam, I did it in like 2 hours.
Well, my point here is that I have been through hard times before and survived, I can do it again. I am not afraid of this, I know what I can and cannot do. I will get into school, there is nothing that can stop me - Nothing.
So, as I said before, no one needs to worry. You may see me on here back and forth all of the time, but remember I am more capable than I come off. When the right in comes, I will take it. You guys will be the first to know when I register for that test.
Peace out and thank you for the concern (Sincerely speaking), GuitarAnatomy.
"I am the Unforgiven"