#177917 by fisherman bob
Tue Jul 10, 2012 8:08 am
Tue Jul 10, 2012 8:08 am
Maybe the Mayans were right after all. We could be part of End Times. We could be witnessing Mass Extinctions including homo sapiens. The current heatwave, which might be experiencing a temporary reprieve, hasn't got me concerned so much as the color of the sky. It's almost dark blue at times. The atmosphere is materially changing. There is little up there to keep the rays of the sun from causing mutations to living flesh.
You might think I'm crazy, but LOOK at the sky, LOOK at the decrease in wildlife, the number of birds, insects, amphibians, reptiles is DOWN. Just casual observation tells me this. The last time I visited Florida I asked my mom "Where's the birds?" They are disappearing. Lack of biological diversity is setting the Earth up for a mass extinction of all types of creatures. We are likey to starve to death as a result.
While the horrors I am witnessing may or may not be really happening, while they may or may not be inevitable, my biggest fear and my recurring nightmare is simply that I may end up leaving far too little of myself for posterity.
I am being selfish in this regard and my fears and impatience has hastened the demise of more than one musical project in the past. I want to record a legitimate CD and put it out to the world. Even if it means producing a dozen CD's only and burying them in airtight containers for some intelligent race of beings to unearth thousands of years from now when we are all long gone.
I have nightmares ALL the time of me going to perform somewhere and the PA is screwed up, or the people in charge won't let me perform for whatever reason.
It's all due to my continued frustrration with the current music scene. I feel like I'm being censored by a force unseen. There's pressure from within. There's an external pressure, undefined. And there's this fear I have that I will croak before achieving my ultimate musical goal, and it would be a personal tragedy, perhaps similar to that of my brother, who was an artistic genius who nobody except his immediate family members will ever know since he died so young. I am nowhere near that level of genius, but for no other person but myself, and I'm selfish at times, I want to publish a legit CD. This is my biggest fear, my recurring nightmare...
You might think I'm crazy, but LOOK at the sky, LOOK at the decrease in wildlife, the number of birds, insects, amphibians, reptiles is DOWN. Just casual observation tells me this. The last time I visited Florida I asked my mom "Where's the birds?" They are disappearing. Lack of biological diversity is setting the Earth up for a mass extinction of all types of creatures. We are likey to starve to death as a result.
While the horrors I am witnessing may or may not be really happening, while they may or may not be inevitable, my biggest fear and my recurring nightmare is simply that I may end up leaving far too little of myself for posterity.
I am being selfish in this regard and my fears and impatience has hastened the demise of more than one musical project in the past. I want to record a legitimate CD and put it out to the world. Even if it means producing a dozen CD's only and burying them in airtight containers for some intelligent race of beings to unearth thousands of years from now when we are all long gone.
I have nightmares ALL the time of me going to perform somewhere and the PA is screwed up, or the people in charge won't let me perform for whatever reason.
It's all due to my continued frustrration with the current music scene. I feel like I'm being censored by a force unseen. There's pressure from within. There's an external pressure, undefined. And there's this fear I have that I will croak before achieving my ultimate musical goal, and it would be a personal tragedy, perhaps similar to that of my brother, who was an artistic genius who nobody except his immediate family members will ever know since he died so young. I am nowhere near that level of genius, but for no other person but myself, and I'm selfish at times, I want to publish a legit CD. This is my biggest fear, my recurring nightmare...





