MikeTalbot wrote:Dog
Worked as part time volunteer in a non denom homeless ministry for nearly five years. Have to say that easily 90% have either substance abuse issues or mental health problems. That said, they are still people and I got to know many of them.
It becomes a life style. My wife and worked there together some times so decided to hold our wedding in the park with the homeless as wedding guests. (its a scriptural thing) We asked our friends to dress down so it wasn't obvious who was who.
It was really sad that several years later people in the park still remembered that. THey don't get invited to many weddings...But they were still homeless.
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I'm trying very hard to feel thankfull today but the job I was counting on just blew up in my face and my severance has run out. My music project is moving too slow and I have a house full of company I have difficulty relating to even when feeling cheerful.
But yeah - I'm still thankful. No promises in this life. But salvation is a huge thing and it's always there.
Happy Thanksgiving
Talbot
Mike, been there myself... It was brief, but my address was
1991 Camry for a short while. I gave away everything I owned... hit rock bottom. It made me so f**k angry at myself... that I vowed to change my situation, and NEVER be in that spot again. And that there is my whole point... If there is anything for me to be thankful for...it was the ability to get
angry...
Many homeless folk simply cant muster up that fire...There's a sense of defeat in their spirits...The cause is sometimes obvious, i.e the addictions, others are not so obvious...i.e the wiring...
All I know is this...Poverty sucks... But the inability to escape it is even worse. That gets me angry and makes me challenge my own christian tenets , pretty staunchly at times...
Whenever sh*t goes wrong, I know the feeling of depression which clouds over everything ... . All I can say is roll with the cloud and let it pass... (and It will). And if its any consolation Mike, the contract opps are blowing up all over America... That is to say, its no reflection on your professional capabilities...
Right now, Construction and IT are the active industries... If you have experience in either industry, just keep plugging away...Something will give...
Re: Your music project...The good news is that (And I'm assuming) you don't have to answer to an OCD, tension wire manager to produce your work. So if ya got to back burner it for a spell... such is the calling... It never lasts forever this way... but you know the drill..
Anyway, Happy Thanksgiving bro...and just laugh it off, man.... In America, we have the right to abandon our sensibilities and embrace something ludicrous and different...