yeah, you wanna kill yourself....you're gonna find a way to do it. but it takes a little more thought and planning to stockpile pills, get the stuff you need to route your exhaust back into your vehicle, or drive yourself to a bridge of suitable height to off yourself.
but having a gun handy....sheeeet, that's just too damn easy to cut and run at the first sign of things going bad.
me, when it's time for me to shuffle off the mortal coil i'm gonna route the exhaust back into my '71 XKE.....of course, in all liklihood the f'er won't start, or it'll stall out mid checkout leaving me even more braindead than i already am.
