Bloomington is a rather cosmopolitan society, owing to the University. The people the school brings in, both transients and transplants, for the most part have a lot to offer. I'm comfortable with them despite the lack of a formal education. But the natives - the people whose families have been here for ninety years or more - I have no affinity with whatsoever. It's not that I feel I'm better than them: just different. And with maybe thirty years left, tops, I'd rather not spend it in an environment where so large a percentage of the inhabitants leave me uninspired.
Since my wife and I separated, two years ago, I've been pretty starved for companionship. I've re-discovered much of my own self that had been suppressed or winnowed away over the last twenty-five years, through no one's fault but my own, of course, but lost nonetheless. We sort of renewed our relationship a year ago, started counseling about four months ago; but the experience has done little more than suggest the inevitability of divorce. And now I'm casting around for some satisfying human interaction, trying music forums and such, seeking validation, I suppose. I've devoted a lot of energy to learning songs and rehearsing them, and am happy with the result. But really, I'm still spending most of my free time non-productively on the internet. I just can't seem to find a forum of any sort where people are interested in adult conversations about whatever topic might come up.
Anybody interested in this?
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